10001 Nightmares Party

[Fic] one drop too many (Harry Potter)


Summary:

Lord Voldemort, Draco realizes two minutes into their strange, circular conversation, has utterly lost it.

Notes:

speedrunniing a time loop fic from outsider pov (of the time loop, that is) in order to hit my writing goal. have fun :D

Work Text:

Lord Voldemort, Draco realizes two minutes into their strange, circular conversation, has utterly lost it.

Whatever marbles he still possessed, he somehow lost in between their fraught meeting this morning during breakfast—because for some reason the Dark Lord insists upon eating breakfasts together with all the Malfoys—and their current, equally fraught meeting. Draco glances around the study Lord Voldemort has taken over, and he does his best to pretend he isn’t belligerently avoiding looking at Lord Voldemort. It’s not his fault that Lord Voldemort is ugly, after all, he thinks sullenly to himself, and why must the Dark Lord insist upon continuing to look like that? There are doubtlessly rituals that could fix his nose, at least.

“Look at me,” Lord Voldemort demands, and Draco hesitates a moment too long.

The Avada Kedavra is almost a relief.

--

Lord Voldemort, Draco is regrettably forced to conclude, has lost it. “You want me to kill Dumbledore?” After a moment, he adds, “My lord?” and it ends up sounding like a question. He should be used to the Dark Lord’s presence by now, and yet he can’t ever seem to find his ground around him.

Lord Voldemort scoffs. “You’re too soft, boy,” he drawls and Draco’s mother stills. Draco, in turns, licks his lips and tries to think of something, anything, to say in defense, but the Dark Lord continues, voice rough and slightly too high, “I have a much better assignment for you, Draco. I’m sure you’ll make me pleased.”

Draco never finds out what that is; he’s too busy dying from Nagini’s venom.

So it’s possible stepping on her tail out of shock at the Dark Lord’s frankly insidious tone was a mistake.

--

Lord Voldemort, Draco thinks like the traitor he’s beginning to suspect he might be, must be a madman. There is no other explanation for the Dark Lord himself, alone and entirely in the flesh—sans a nose, of course—would be sitting in Draco’s bedroom when he returns there to take a moment to himself, to collect himself after the day’s long trials. Being around Death Eaters, Draco has realized lately, isn’t particularly good for his health.

He hasn’t seen the Dark Lord since breakfast, and that was hours ago. His mother is out on some errand, and it’s embarrassing and pathetic how quickly that’s the thought that pops into his head when he opens his bedroom door and sees Lord Voldemort on his couch.

Draco’s mother isn’t home.

He’s hardly alone—his aunt Bella is around somewhere, and he thought he saw Severus earlier in the day, and yet feels utterly isolated, unmoored, untethered, when Lord Voldemort turns his face toward the door and inclines his head.

“I thought we could have a talk,” Lord Voldemort says, and Draco realizes he still hasn’t entered his room, and that he’s still got a grip on the door, and that he almost slammed it shut upon spotting Lord Voldemort. He almost slammed the door on the Dark Lord’s face.

Draco hurries inside, gently shuts the door, and sits himself down on one of the armchair. He stares, tense and wide-eyed, at Lord Voldemort.

“I heard you’ve been having some trouble in school, lately,” Lord Voldemort says.

“It’s nothing,” Draco rushes. “Just—schoolboys. It’s no trouble at all, really. I’m handling it. I’m good at handling these things. Nothing to worry about.” Then he adds, after a too-long moment of silence, “Thank you for the concern, my lord.”

The Dark Lord hums. Draco has never heard him make that noise before, and for a moment he can’t even comprehend it’s coming from Lord Voldemort. Lord Voldemort is humming, and it feels almost like Draco is in a dream. The whole day has been strange, he thinks. Maybe he is dreaming. Maybe he’s hallucinating. Maybe that last crucio Lord Voldemort bestowed upon him knocked something lose in his brain.

Nothing else makes sense, he thinks.

--

Lord Voldemort is a fool, Draco thinks. Why else would he standing up in the middle of breakfast only to declare, “I will be marrying Draco.”

--

Okay, Draco is forced to admit, Lord Voldemort deciding to throw a ball all of a sudden can only mean one thing; he has lost it. Utterly. The madman has gone over the edge and now nobody will have a good ending. What use is a ball when they’re losing. And inviting the Minister? How can that end well?

Draco doesn’t understand. He also doesn’t understand why it’s imperative it happens today of all days, when Lord Voldemort has made no such plans known to anybody before.

Draco’s mother is incredibly good at organizing events, but even she won’t be able to make this a success.

This can’t possible end well.

--

“Dance with me,” Lord Voldemort says at the ball. It went strangely well. Lord Voldemort introduced a complicated plan at breakfast, pulled in everybody who wasn’t busy to make sure it could happen today, and now they’re throwing a ball at Malfoy Manor. And the Minister of Magic is here. Together with Lord Voldemort. In the same room.

Draco is, to say the least, confused.

But he accepts the dance, knowing there’s no true choice to be had. And, he thinks when he gazes up at the Dark Lord, it almost looks like he’s growing a nose.

So Draco dances with Lord Voldemort, and it’s not horrible. It turns out Lord Voldemort does know how to waltz, and the music is pleasant and the drinks are nice and by the end of the eve Lord Voldemort has a nose again. Draco barely understand how that happens, and yet he was watching it all along. And, he thinks when they’ve stopped dancing and are just sort of loitering by one of the pillars in the ballroom, Lord Voldemort’s pallor seems less… weird.

--

In the morning, Draco gets up to have breakfast with his parents and Lord Voldemort, as he always does. The Dark Lord is already seated when he arrives, and is grinning. Draco freezing, for a moment scared that he’s done something wrong, but Lord Voldemort looks even better than he did yet. He has hair, again. And his skin is a proper human-tone.

“Good morning, Draco,” Lord Voldemort greets him, and Draco gulps but sits. Glances at his parents. They’ve got no answers to give, seeming just as unsettled by Lord Voldemort’s transformation as him. “I think we’ll have a most pleasant day. Don’t you?”

“Of course, my lord,” Draco hastily agrees, and pretends he isn’t thinking of dancing with Lord Voldemort. He almost thought it was all a dream when he woke up but… no, he thinks. That really happened. All that stuff yesterday really happened, and now Lord Voldemort is in a frighteningly good mood, and he doesn’t know what the future holds anymore.

Doesn’t know it at all.


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#Fandom: Harry Potter #Post Type: Fic #Rating: Teen #Status: Complete #Tag: Time Travel/Loop #WC: 1000-5000