[Fic] all the world's a stage (Kuroko's Basketball)
- Fandom: Kuroko no Basuke | Kuroko's Basketball
- Pairing: Kagami Taiga/Kuroko Tetsuya
- Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Post-Canon
- Word-Count: 5019
- Status: Complete
- First Published: 2024-07-21
- Disclaimer: I do not own Kuroko no Basuke | Kuroko's Basketball and make no profit from thisâit is solely a hobby for fun, with no financial compensation.
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For Kagami Taiga, it's like this; he gets up at almost four in the morning, running through his two hour training routine after a quick protein shake and eats a proper breakfast when he gets back, Kuroko stumbling out of the bedroom while Taiga is in the middle of his fifth sandwich. Taiga, mouth full and cheeks bulging, makes a noise that can vaguely be called a hello, if one squints and accepts a certain amount of suspension of disbelief. Kuroko, in turn, stares at him in mussed sleepiness for a solid five minutes while he silently makes a pot of coffee because Taiga doesn't drink it and Kuroko thinks his attempts are trashânot that he's ever said that, of course, but Taiga just knows, okay.
Finally, Kuroko drinks his first clunk and smacks his lips, a sedated sigh departing from him. He straightens a bit in his chair, blinking at Taiga as if just noticing him, and smiles. It's the kind of smile Taiga dreams about; mainly his dreams are of playing basketball and of course if he's dreaming of playing basketball Kuroko is there, and of course if they're together they're winning, and if they're winning they're smiling and laughing and hugging and kissâthem, so it's the kind of smile Taiga dreams about, is all. As friends do. Of course.
âGood morning, Kagami-kun,â says Kuroko, puffing out his cheeks as he drinks some more coffee. He stayed over after the Seirin-team meetup, and also after the Kuroko-and-Kagami meetup and admittedly also when they went to he movies together earlier this week, and also also that time they had dinner together at Maji Burger for old times sake, or so Taiga said but really he just really, really had a certain craving. For burgers. Of course.
Obviously.
Ehem.
So maybe Kuroko has slept every night in Taiga's apartment for the last three months. Or something like that, anyway, it's not like Taiga's counting or anything. That would be weird. They're friends! Friends stay at each other places all the time!
âMorning,â says Taiga roughly, swallowing the last of his meal. He rests a hand on his stomach and leans back in his chair, exhaling and staring at Kuroko for entirely an approtaiote amount of time, naturally. Searches his expression. âYou aren't still worrying about it, are you?â
âOf course not,â Kuroko says, tilting his head and smiling that utterly tiny smile that is all the prettier for it. âYou made your opinion very clear.â
âRight,â nods Taiga, and smiles. âSo you'll move in?â
âYes, Kagami-kun,â says Kuroko, eyes glittering and though his smile doesn't grow wider Taiga can sense the joy in him. âI'm moving in.â
Fuck yeah, thinks Taiga, and doesn't say it because he doesn't want to seem like he's bursting at the seams in excitement even though he totally is. But it's totally normal to be excited when your best friend moves in with you! It's perfectly normal to spend hours planning out the new layout of the apartment when they get in Kuroko's surviving furniture from the water-damage, and wrestling his closet into submission because they're going to have to share, and figuring out the optimal location for the second futon in his bedroom so Kuroko won't get the draft from the open window Taiga likes to sleep with.
He's only got the one bedroom, Taiga thinks, and it isn't going to be awkward at all, because they're friends, and friends have sleepovers all the time. Even when they're 26 and one of them is a professional basketball player who's on a temporary break from work for a season due to recovery from an injuryâread: he twisted his ankle and had an existential crisisâand the other is a graphic designer who can work from anywhere and was going to move in with his grandmother on the other side of the country leading the first one to have one more existential crisis that lasted for approximately two seconds before he made up his mind and made the offer. During the Seirin-team meetup and everyone had promptly lost their minds.
But Kuroko accepted.
Then everyone lost their minds again.
Anyway, so yeah everything is great, the world is beautiful and Taiga feels so fluffy inside he's not entirely sure his insides aren't just made of teddy-bear stuffing. It feels like that would be an accurate assessment. Like he's a cloud, and Kuroko is the rainbow, and he can't stop looking at Kuroko all breakfast but that's fine, too, it's totally normal, he's only keeping an eye on him so Kuroko doesn't do his vanishing trick and scare the crap out of him when he does the dishes. Which has, in his defense, already happened. Multiple times. A day.
Taiga just tends to get a bit distracted when he's doing things on muscle memory, like cleaning. And when he gets distracted he starts thinking about how cool it's gonna be to live together with Kurokoâofficially. He's not blind! He knows they're kind of sort maybe already living together a little bit. But that's just because it's convenient, and now it's gonna be because they're actually living together; it's a whole different thing, and Taiga starts singing his favorite song while he does the dishes and when he turns to get more Kuroko is right there, watching him.
âKuroko!â Taiga places a hand to his thumping heart. âHow many times do I gotta tellââ
âYour voice is very pretty, Kagami-kun,â says Kuroko, utterly ignoring him. He's always like this, thinks Taiga fondly, and then realizes what Kuroko said and erupts into an explosion of blushing.
âYouââ Taiga points at him and blubbers something incomprehensible. Finally, he manages to get out a semi-audible wheezing, âHow long have you been here?â
âI never left,â says Kuroko, blatantly lying because Taiga knows he heard the toilet flush not too long ago and it wasn't him so unless they have a ghostâ
Wait.
âIs there a ghost in our apartment?â yeps Taiga, dropping the dripping wet plate. Kuroko effortlessly catches it, and Taiga holds it to his chest when he gets it back, glancing around every nook and cranny of the well-lit kitchen. In actuality, he could afford a much bigger place, but he's never gotten around to it; he likes this apartment, has a lot go good memories from this place, and it's just as well to save his money anyways. Besides, when he's working he's hardly ever here, so really it's just sitting empty a lot of the time and Kuroko ends up watering his plants. And buying new ones.
They have a lot of plants these days.
âThere isn't a ghost,â says Kuroko calmly. Then he adds, âBut Kagami-kun is very cute when you're scared.â
âI'm not cute,â says Taiga, his fear leaving him at the preposterous words. He's a lot of thingsâhandsome, awesome at basketball, good at cleaning, mindful of his money and budgetingâbut pretty isn't one of them. He raises an eyebrow at Kuroko. âAre your eyes going?â
âI can see perfectly,â Kuroko says, and steps back so Taiga can resume his cleaning. He eyes Kuroko for a moment longer, making sure he's really fine because if his eyes are getting bad the earlier they catch it the better, but Kuroko merely whips out a book and settles on the kitchen counter, crossing his ankles in the air as he reads a porny romance novel that Taiga couldn't read a single page of before ascending to another plane of existence. Shuddering at the painful memoriesâKuroko wouldn't let him forget it for months, dragging out his black history relentlessly like the menace he truly is deep insideâTaiga turns away and hums as he finishes up, the lighting from the ceiling reflecting off the sparkly clean plates once he's done with them.
Techincally, he has a dishwasher. In practicality, it's broken and Taiga hs never been around long enough before to bother fixing it and plus, he finds hand-cleaning to be a calming activity. It's a good way to clear his head, and he's not particularly bothered by the extra time it takes.
He wonders if it bothers Kuroko, when he's here alone.
âDo you think we should get a new dishwasher?â asks Taiga after he's done and they're in the living room, watching a basketball game from overseas. Taiga has never played either of these teams and it's fun watching them, trying to imagine what he'd do in their place, what he can learn from them. He might not be actively competing right now, but he's still training, learning, continuing onward; basketball is an inherent, instinctive part of him and always will be, even when he's old and gray and on his death-bed.
Kuroko looks at him, raising his eyebrows. âYou didn't care before,â he says, tilting his head and styling Taiga far too intently. Taiga clears his throat, rolling his eyes a little, and Kuroko admits, âBut it would be nice, if you're amenable to it.â
âOf course I am,â huffs Taiga. He spreads out a bit wider on the couch, and their thighs touch, they're so close. He gulps, pretends he doesn't clenching his grip on the couch's backrest as he stretches out his arm behind Kuroko, eyeing him out of the corner of his eye to keep track his reaction. It's fine. They're friends! And Taiga is stretching! It's normal! âYou need to tell me when you want something, you know,â Taiga huffs, the pit of his stomach fluttering as eh directs his gaze forwards again. âI can't read your mind, idiot,â he adds, and itâs stupidly soft and Kuroko smiles.
âI know,â he says, and it's in a very weighty manner, like Taiga is supposed to read something into it but he doesn't know what and so he simply nods, pleased. Yeah, Kuroko knows, he knows, but Kuroko doesnât like to take advantage and is simply not used to asserting his space, and so he doesnât end up announcing his thoughts and opinions about things as much as Taiga would like.
Not about important things, at leastâoh, books he likes and dislikes, sure, and heâll talk Taigaâs ear off about basketball if given the chance (Taiga always gives him the chance) but Kuroko doesnât talk much about things that affect him. Heâll go âthe dishwasher is broken, Kagami-kunâ but never say âYou should buy a new dishwasher, Kagami-kunâ and Taiga is both endeared by it and relentlessly annoyed because he wants Kuroko to take up space in his life, as much as he desires, as he much as he could want. He aches, a bit, for Kuroko to assert his dominance over his place in Taigaâs life, as his best friend, as his partner, and now as his roommate.
Not that heâs going to say that. Because theyâre friends and Taiga has been the recipient of many a conversations about his intensity and hogging Kuroko and how heâll need to back off when Kuroko gets a girlfriend, or how heâs going to change everything when he gets a girlfriendâeven though heâs never had one and doesnât want one, either.
Never has, really.
Kuroko is more than enough for him, and he doesnât understand why he has to step back so hypothetical future relationships can take the star spot now.
After dinner, it only makes sense for Kuroko to stay the night. Heâs officially moving in next weekâthatâs when the moving truck will come along and let them move the bigger furniture, namely the bookcasesâbut Kuroko has been moving over smaller things for weeks now. Clothes, cutlery, books, yarn for his knitting that heâs teaching Taiga (theyâre making scarves right now, and Taiga fully intends to learn this so he can make one for Kurokoâheâs gotten so many absolutely amazing knitted things from Kuroko over the years, itâs only fair), and thereâs really no need for him to return to his temporary motel only to come back to Taigaâs in the morning. Heâs got his own toothbrush and everything, after all.
Taiga dithers around the bedroom before he sneaks out and leans against the door-frame to the living room, where Kuroko is lying on his futon. Taiga isnât sure what he said during dinner, but at one point Kuroko frowned slightly and said, âIâll sleep in the living room, then,â so he must have done something.
âTetsuya,â says Taiga, his final weapon. Nothing else has managed to buidge him but now, as he expects, at this Kuroko stills, hitting his knees on the futon and looking at Taiga over his shoulder. The neon lights from the nightâs billboards spill in through the window and stains his body, reflecting in his eyes and coloring in his pale skin, a halo behind him. âCome sleep with me,â says Taiga, and he doesnât allow himself to waver, doesnât allow his expression to betray his thoughts.
Kuroko exhales. âYou donât know what you mean, Taiga-kun,â says Kuroko, and his weapon is just as deadly. Taiga shivers, a little, and he huffs, pushing off the frame and stepping into the room proper. He crosses his arms over his chest and stares down at Kuroko, who turns to face him and then Taiga canât think for a momentânot what Kurokoâs looking at him like that, on his knees, right in front of him on a futon.
It makes him think of things he shouldnât. Theyâre friends! Itâs not weird to have thoughts like that once in a while, to look at Kuroko when theyâre playing basketball and Kuroko wipes his face with the bottom of his shit, displaying his toned stomach. Itâs not weird to have dreams that start just like this; with Kuroko on his knees, Taiga looking down at himâor the other way around, Taiga staring up at Kuroko with Kurokoâs hand in his hair, petting him, holding him still, staring his progress towardsâ
Itâs not weird, Taiga thinks. Itâs perfectly normal. Heâs a healthy man with healthy needs and wants and Kuroko is the person heâs closest to in hte whole world, the person he misses the most when heâs not there, the person he thinks about the most. Statistically, it makes perfect sense his thoughts will sneak that way when heâs aroused, or horny, or whatever.
âI know,â says Taiga, and he brushes his hair back, pushing it back over his head, exhaling softly. He has to look away for a moment, or heâs going to explode, but he looks back quickly enough. âI didnât mean to hurt you,â he says, and he doesnât know what he did, what he said, but itâs the same either way; he didnât mean to hurt Kuroko, and he wonât let whatever it was ruin things between them.
Not that this is ruining them; theyâre friends, and friends can sleep wherever they want during a sleepover and it isnât weird. If Kuroko wants to sleep in the living room, of course he can. Taiga wants him to be happy, to have whatever he wants and needs, and heâs not going to argue if Kuroko says heâd sleep out here.
But he never said that.
âCome sleep with me,â he says, and it takes him a long time to realize he didnât add âin my bedroomâ to that. But itâs fnie, because he and Kuroko are in sync and can read each other and know each other. Kuroko understands what he means, heâs sure.
Standing, the motion so smooth that it breaks Taigaâs brain a little, Kuroko rocks on his feet, looking up at him. Heâs gotten taller from his teenage-hood but heâs still shorter than Taiga, and Taiga gulps, feels his throat moving with it. âI donât want to impose,â says Kuroko, softly and eyes wide with emotions Taiga canât read.
âYou could never impose,â swears Taiga. He clicks his tongue and shakes his head, âI donât know what I saidââ
âYou didnât say anything,â says Kuroko, and looks down. His pale eyelashes burn in Taigaâs mind, and Taiga shakes his head a bit. Kuroko inhales deeply. âIt wasnât anything you said. I know you donât think so. But itâs beenââ
âI donât care what other people say,â says Taiga. He crosses his arms over his chest and furrows his brows. âAnd I didn't think you did, either. You've never said anything before.â
âYou havenât, either,â says Kuroko, and Taiga straightens.
âI donât care,â he says again. He grabs Kurokoâs hand and Kuroko doesnât tear himself free, even as Taiga leads him over to the bedroom, turning off the lights as he enters. Thereâs nothing remarkable about it, and the futon in the middle is waiting for him, ready and eager. Taiga doesnât have a western-style bed here; his last one broke and he just never got around to replacing it. Besides, his futon was a gift from Kuroko, anyway.
The shadows are long and strange from the window and the city lights outside of them. Taiga goes right up to the futon, Kurokoâs warm hand in his, and settles down on it, still holding onto Kurokoâs hand as he looks up at him. Kurokoâs eyes are hidden in the dark above him, and he looks so much bigger form this angle, like he might consume Taiga entirely. Taiga wouldnât much mind that, anyway. âTetsuya,â he says, and his voice is far too raspy but he doesnât even have the presence of mind to mind it, âSit down.â
Tetsuya sits down.
Taiga inhales, and it cuts his throat on the way down. Licking his lips, his throat bobs as he swallows the saliva pooling in his mouth, and scoots back on the futon. There isnât, actually, room for Tetusya there, too, but fuck it thatâs going to stop him, Taiga thinks, eyelashes fluttering.
Tetsuya doesnât move, though. Doesnât take up the space Taiga is offering, and isnât that so like him? Taiga gulps, again, and he reaches out, draws Tetsuya into a hug because he canât not. âI want you here, Tetsuya,â he says into Tetsuyaâs hair, and Tetsuya shudders in his arms, his breathing making a fumbling sort of noise. âTell me you know that.â
âI know that,â whispers Tetusya, and itâs Taigaâs turn to shudder. He hides his face in Tetsuyaâs shoulder and doesnât move, even when Tetsuyaâs hands land on his back and slowly pats him. He doesnât know why, but it makes the shuddering worse. âI do know that, Taiga-kun,â says Tetusya, a whisper, a murmur, barely anything at all. âButââ
âNo buts,â interrupts Taiga. âYouâre the most important person in my life.â
âButââ
âNo buts.â
Tetusya pulls back a little, and stares at him. His eyes are dark and deep and Taiga canât read them but it doesnât matter; he knows himself, after all. Thereâs no part of Tetsuya he doesnât want, no part of him that he doesnât want to know and understand and love. Theyrâe best friends, of course, but theyâre partners, too, and doesnât that matter more than whatever fears stains Taigaâs dream, that chain him and try to break him?
Tetsuyaâs exhale is a soft thing, and his laughter is softer, still. He eyes Taiga, studies him, and Taiga licks his lips, throat parched all of a sudden. Tetusya grips his shoulders, changes positiong so their knees touch. Heâs so close he could sit in Taigaâs lap, Taiga thinks. Theyâve done that before, when theyâre tired and donât have room to think and they just want to touch, just want to reassure each other theyâre still here. Itâs always breathtaking, leaves him breathless and unable to believe his luck.
Itâs mind-blowing, that Tetsuya is still with him. That Taiga hasnât done something to push him away; and Taiga isnât exactly bad at relationships but heâs never been the very best at that, either. Tends to latch on and latch on strong, and this has never really changed, is the same for people and things and activities.
But he still somehow expects to ruin these things. Tetsuya is scuha good person, after all, is good, has give him so much over the years, and Taiga harbors an ill-advised fear that Tetsuya might realize he doesnât need Taiga and doesnât want him and simply walk away. After all, theyâre not playing basketball together anymore, are apart large parts of the year while Taigaâs working his dream, and itâs always felt kind of cruel to cling onto him, to shackle him and try to keep him.
âNo buts,â repeats Tetusya, and palms Taigaâs cheek. âYouâre right.â He nods, and Taiga studies shim, tries to see what heâs thinking but Tetsuya has always been inscrutable t o him and that has never changed, his thoughts kept behind a curtain that Taiga has been lucky enough to get invite after invite to over the years and he shouldnât be greeedy but he still wants more. âTaiga-kun canât read my mind,â says Tetusya, leaning in and resting their foreheads together, his hand on Taigaâs neck to pull him in him and close and hold him there.
âRight,â says Taiga, and then canât say anything else, mind blank.
âI donât want to let you go,â says Tetusya, tehn, and Taiga isnât aware of anything but the rush of blood in his veins, the rapid thumping of his heart in his ears, pf his breath hitching, and more then anything else of Tetsuyaâs warm, steady touch, of his eyes and how they wonât let him look away.
âYou donât have to,â Taiga finally manages to say, shaking his head as best as able. This close, he can see the little flecks of gold in Tetsuyaâs eyes. âI donât want you to.â
âEven if itâs better, for you?â
âIt wonât be better for me,â snaps Taiga, and he canât help the rush of emotions clouding his judgement. It snaps him out of the state of liquid melting and he promptly draws Tetusya up onto his lap and leans back, looking down at him with all his attention set to max. âIâm tired of people telling me that. You make my life better. It would be a thousand times worse without you in it, and you know it.â
Tetsuya blushes. Itâs a tiny thing, and yet it draws Taigaâs eyes to it like moth to a flame, and he nearly gasps before he regains control of himself. Tetsuya says, âYou make my life better, too. I donât know what my life would even look like without you in it.â
âSo then, what are we worrying about?â asks Taiga, and itâs a genuine question. What are they worrying about? They make each other better, they always have. Taiga doesnât want to let go, and Tetsuya doesnât, either. Theyâre going to live together, and Taiga wants them to do so forever, has been silently praying for this for months if not years, was genuinely shocked when they didnât move in together after high school ended and never quite recovered.
âI donât know,â says Tetsuya, and looks at him with so much sudden openness that Taiga canât breathe. His hands settle on Tetsuyaâs back and he holds him closer, still, is determined not to let go, to not be forced to let go, and Tetsuya says, âI donât know, Taiga-kun.â
âBe selfish, for once,â murmurs Taiga as he stares into Tetsuyaâs beautufl eyes, as he feels the slight trembling under his hands, as Tetsuya parts his lips. âYou deserve to be selfish. If youâif you want this, too, you can have it, you know.â
Taiga waits, and he doesnât move, even as Tetsuya freezes, stills in his hands. Tetsuyaâs eyes are wide and they reflect the light from the windows, and Taigaâs eyes have adjusted to the darkness, now, allowing him to see the way Tetsuyaâs gaze burns, the faint quiver to his nose and lips, the way Tetsuya holds himself so still as to be unnatural.
Taiga waits.
âYouâre my best friend,â Taiga says at last, the words punched out him, and he slumps, hugs Tetsuya and whispers into his hair. âYouâre my best friend and I canât imagine my life without you and I donât want to do anything to push you away. But. If you alsoââ and yet he canât finish the sentence.
âIf I also what, Taiga-kun?â Tetsuya asks after moments, what feels like a life-time in the space between his breaths. Taiga canât answer for so long the silence wears on him, but itâs also that wearing that compels words from him at last because if this is how it all ends heâs not going to keep quiet anymore. Not hide it, anymore.
âIf you love me, too.â And his wasâshattered, maybe. Broken, certainly. Nothing more but a faint whisper in the dark and if not for them being so close he doesnât think Tetsuya would have even heard it.
But Tetsuya does.
And he says, âI do love you, Taiga-kun.â
And Taiga blacks out.
When heâs aware of the world again, it comes back in pieces. The feeling of Tetsuya in his arms, on his laps, his arms around him and a hand on Taigaâs neck. The sensation as Tetusya breathes, chest rising and falling against him, the way that Tetsuyaâs toes are wiggling as he tries to subtly change the way he sits but Taiga has too good a grip on him and he canât really move. Clearing his throat, the sound ragged, Taiga whispers, âSorry,â and loosens his grip somewhat, enough for Tetsuya to scoot himself into a position more comfortable.
He doesnât want Tetsuya to be uncomfortable. Doesnât want to be the reason Tetsuyaâs uncomfortable.
Not ever.
Tetusya huffs a laugh. âYou donât have to be sorry. Iâm the one whoââ he stops, and Taiga strains his hears, leans back a little so he can look at Tetsuyaâs eyes again. He doesnât want to miss a single part of this, no matter how it ends, how it might hurt him. Tetsuya is everything to him, has been for a long time, and he reallyâ
Canât imagien his life without him.
Doesnât even want to try, truthfully.
Taiga gulps, and he shakes his head. âI love you, you know. Whether as friends or asââ
âLovers.â Tetsuyaâs eyes are soft and his smile is the prettiest thing in the world, effortlessly blanking out Taigaâs entire brain again. He makes a strange noise in the pit of his stomach, clenches it tight to hold onto reality and he huffs a bit, bites down on his lip as he forces himself to maintain dignity in the face of overwhelm emotions.
âYeah.â Taiga licks his lips, and then doesnât say anything else. Just âYeah.â
Tetsuya exhales, after a long minute. âTaiga-kun, youâre cruel,â he says apropos nothing, and Taiga furrows his eyebrows. Tetsuya is at least kind enough to add, âYou've never said anything.â
Looking away, Taiga sighs. He holds his breath for a minute, lets it sit in aching lungs and then lets it out, inhaling deeply. He doesn't know what to say to explain it, and he isn't much interested in that, anyway. He can't change the past and there's no reason to try; Tetsuya is here, now, is letting Taiga speak of this.
âI didn'tââ he still ends up saying, despite his thoughts. Shaking his head, he looks at Tetsuya again, searches his expression, studies him as best as able. Tetsuya is looking at him, open in return, and Taiga wets his lips, clears his throat. âI don't ever want to ruin things between us. You matter more to me thanâI just love you, Tetsuya. And I don't want to do anything to push you away.â
âYou could never push me away,â says Tetsuya, and frowns. Taiga's heart freezes at the sight, but then Tetrusya runs his hand through Taiga's hair before he has time to panic. Tetsuya sighs, and he says, âI love you, too.â
âSo then what are we worrying about?â murmurs Taiga again, still stuck on his. Tilting his head, he smiles at Tetsuya, and his heart warms when Tetsuya returns it. âWe're gonna live together. Nobody can tell us what do to; we're adults, and we have our own place. All those comments are comments, and even if they're our friendsâŚâ Taiga frowns. âI shouldn't have listened.â
âNo,â agrees Tetsuya slowly. âI shouldn't have.â
Taiga looks at Tetusya, and Tetsuya looks at him, and there's no force on this earth that can stop him. âCan I kiss you, Tetsuya?â he asks, voice raspy and hoarse, and he almost winces at how plain his desires must be. But Tetsuya blushes, almost, wetting his lips and nodding slowly, starting at him from below pretty, pale eyelashes.
Leaning in, pulling Tetsuya close, Tetsuya doesn't stop him. His hands are still on Taiga's neck, in his hair, and Taiga shudders as he holds the two of them so close he's not sure where one ends and the other begins, and that's just the way he likes it. He doesn't want to ever let go, and he can't believe how foolish he's been, listening to all that nonsense. Tetsuya is quiet, yeah, but he's stubborn as a mule. And he cares, so intensely.
He won't ever make this mistake again, he thinks.
And kisses Tetsuya.
The noise Tetsuya makes goes right to his dick, but Taiga ignores that entirely; he draws in Tetsuya, holds him still, one hand palming Tetsua's cheek and it's Tetsuya who sets the pace, who controls it, and Taiga is just fine with that. The taste isâheavenly, he thinks, and the feel of the plush lips on his makes his mind go blank. He's not entirely sure what is even happening anymore, but he won't let go of thisânot ever, he thinks.
âSorry, Taiga-kun,â says Tetsuya when the kiss ends and there's still barely any space between them, and Taiga's eyelashes reluctantly flutter open. He gazes silently at him, and Tetsuya murmurs, âI'm selfish.â
âThat's fine,â whispers Taiga, and leans in for another kiss.